So Long Kem Juara

Got nothing to blog. Then i thought of my ns life.. Then i remembered i wanna blog about this long time ago. Here we go..

arrived in Kem Juara...

My camp: Kem Juara Serian, Batu 33 Jln Kuching-Serian, 94700 Serian, Sarawak. 2 hours from Sri Aman town and 30 minutes from Kuching town..

the view of "munggu babi' (gunung sejuk) from kem juara

I, Fariz Zulhusni b. Hajemi of block C2, Bravo company, Kem Juara Serian, is proud to have completed the training. Whoever went to ns will definitely give praise to it and mostly will forgot about anything bad that happened in his camp. Sweet memories will only stay in his mind, like what i do. I've mostly forgotten whatever i felt bad last time in camp, or can say that i choose to remember only the sweet ones.

bravo company

there was a jurulatih who was fierce and biased to his company, there was a jurulatih that has worked with the police is too full and not betting, there were hard times during kawad days under the very-very-very-big-hot-sun and rains, there were dinners and lunches that was so not delicious: sup kaki ayam and whatever ikan and beefs that i don't feel like eating it, there were days that need to be night guard and cannot sleep well and still have to wake up at 7am the next day, there were always day that have to wake up at 6am to do the stupid jasmani, there were days that the stupid toilet's shower don't have water supply, there were of course, days and days that i need to wash my own clothes and scolded by jurulatih and so on.



BUT!! those days, can gather together, to make my memories for ns to 'another level of sweetness.' Yea it's true.
Without them ns will not be called ns.. Right?? 


The only chance in my life, that i could participate this 'word-can't-described-journey'. Thank you the laptop which had chosen me for this.


I had, many many first experiences during my 'service'..
First of all and of course, i played the M-16. Played 20 real bullets at the Lapang Sasar, Sampadi which is about 2 and half hour from my camp. That was really fun. Really sad for not being able to won the title of best shooter. Got no pictures, so sad, because that time the hand phone is still with our jurulatih, Damn.


Anyway, my experiences continue gaining..
I learned to play kayak and rakit. Although we doesnt have a practical for it. We went to the new Dewan Undangan Negeri Sarawak but we were not allowed to see lively the conference, only watching it from the big screen which i felt just like watching it in tv. We went to Kampung Budaya Sarawak which that time was the World Harvest Festival and we have invited dancers from Thailand. But, my friends and I miss the perfomance. We went to Kem Putra Sentosa, Sematan to participate the Karnival Sukan antara Kem which is the KPS as the host for this year. Really proud to our camp which won the second place.


For the first time, my head is BALD!!

from left me, is and boy at the Dewan Makan to wait what will happen next

For the first time, I join the Dikir Barat without Tukang Karut..

my class, PI1 performance for Program Integrasi (i played baldi as a gendang)

For the first time, I slept in the jungle using poncho

Wirajaya at hutan near our camp which actually Bidayuh village

For the first time I enter and see the Dewan Undangan Negeri closely

Wira Alpha and Bravo in DUN to watch the conference for Modul Kenegaraan

For the first time, I became darkest ever in my life

near the medic and logistic

For the first time, I wore full Celoreng

its me, in full celoreng

Lastly, i got to know a bunch of new friends, from other states, and towns.. Kuala Lumpur, Kuching, Kabong, Sarikei, Sebuyau and so on.

Bravo wins 2nd place in Kawad Kaki antara kompeni

Pembinaan Karakter class..PK1 class, Ada AURA!! Uuu..Best, Nyaman Palak!!

this is PK1

sleeping in the class is my hobby

preparation for the performance of weird Dikir Barat

they call this, Jembalang Putih

Geng Kecoh! Kecoh-kecoh jak ko!

dont forget to pray to God!

There are a lot more things that can talk about ns, but it will be suffering for me and also my dear you. I think i should end here. I've been blogged since 2.00am and now it's already 4.19am. Don't know why it took such a long time to finish. Maybe i uploaded too many pictures. Thank you for finish reading this post..
I'm going to sleep now.
Good night.

ANGELS AND DEMONS

okay...yesterday having great time with my gurl and doesnt forget with my friend, zaini which is was the last night he will be in Kuching..but just arrived here in a last couple of days...so, just wan to put more picture here because im very2 lazy right now...

on daylight....

fully white

do we have simillar?

around sarawak plaza

on midnight...

 

family cafe

sial abisszzz

 

 in Hong Kong...

so..enjoy your day....there is the Angel and Demon...

p/s to zaini, dont forget to come here again later....

5 Reasons Ladies Should Never Ask Their Ex to 'Stay Friend'

Many of us have been experience this before, that bittersweet moment at the end of a relationship where you know it's over and there's basically nothing that can be done to save it. So, you mentally prepare yourself to part ways for good, to return to the single life. 

And then she says, "But we'll still be friends.", and some of that sudden separation anxiety goes away. You start thinking that in some way or another, you'll still be a significant part of each other's lives, only you won't really. In fact, they might be the most hollow words anyone can ever speak. 

I'm sure there are plenty of guys guilty of these words as well, but in my experience, it's always been the female side that does the grasping for some kind of friendship, and I'm here to tell you it has to stop. 

I will be fair. It's certainly a nice sentiment, the idea of keeping in touch and maintaining a different kind of relationship with a person you once loved. In some cases these kinds of friendships can even work, given the right amount of time and distance. However, right after a break-up is never the time to ask a guy to stay friends. Got it??

Here are the 5 reasons..

1. It stifles his very manhood. By not cutting him off, you're giving him an excuse to linger and not get back out on the playing field. If you were the one who wanted him gone in the first place, asking him to be friends defeats that purpose entirely.
2. It gives him false hope. Again, if it wasn't mutual, asking to stay friends is a surefire way of making him think he's still got a shot somewhere down the line. It gives him all the reason he needs to call, text, email, or whatever. Unless you're a glutton for punishment, I doubt you want a heartbroken guy trying to be your buddy 24/7. 
3. If he's stupid enough to actually agree to being friends, it makes both of you look weak.He looks weak because he didn't have the balls to say no to you, and you look weak because you were too scared to cut him off completely. It's also basically an admission that you still need him in some way. 
4. It's really just a delaying tactic. Once one or both of you finds a new significant other, are you really going to remain friends? Unless enough time has passed that you're both really over each other, probably not. In the end, you're not likely to remain friends anyway, so why put it off?
5. Just because it makes you feel like a good person doesn't mean you're a good person. It seems like the kind thing to do, doesn't it, to be kind to someone even after you've dealt them a severe emotional blow? Go ahead, pat yourself on the back for doing a good deed. In reality, all it does is prolong the break-up period for both of you.

So guys, here's my advice in this situation: cut yourself off completely. That means deleting numbers, emails, screen names, de-friending,  you name it. It'll hurt for a while, but not as much as playing party to a phony friendship. If you really not ready for a special relationships, so just be friends.

Have you ever been asked by an ex to 'stay friends'?

short 60 surveys

hurm..just recover from the red eyes, now its beginning of march already..so, since the last update on last february, so just want to put simple post for the first post in this month..it just about a survey i've found last few days...

1. Where exactly were you at 3:18pm yesterday?
- i just sleeping on my bed
2. How did you get the idea for your Facebook name?
- it just my name, along just plus with my gf name
3. What song are you listening to right now?
- Owl City - Fireflies
4. What color is your phone?
- Black (the colour of darkness)
5. Do you click on pop-ups?
- Never. Its a liar..or maybe a virus...
6. Do you own an iPod?
- nope
7. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
- message from my gurl...of coz...
8. Is the person you have a crush on older or younger than you?
- younger...
9. What did you do last night?
- watching television
10. What do you hope to do this weekend?
- driving's study
11. What are the last two digits of your phone number?
- 36
12. What was the last thing that you had to eat?
- Delio orange flavour
13. Who is the last opposite sex that you hugged?
- nobody
15. What do you dislike at the moment?
- boring...nothing to do at home
16. What food are u craving?
- my mum fried rice

17. What did you dream last night?
- i didnt sleep last night
18. What was the last TV show you watched?
- Raja Lawak...ahaha
19. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
- i didnt wear those things
20. Name 2 people on your Top Friends:
- in social network?
21. Do you always lock your door?
- Yes
23. Are you on any medication?
- Nope
24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
- Any
25. What color shirt are you wearing?
- Black
26. What is your favorite frozen treat?
- what's this??
27. How many tattoos do you have?
- i dont have any..its HARAM!
28. What's your favorite store?
- 7 eleven
30. Who's someone you haven't seen in a while and miss?
- erm..
31. What was the last text you received last night ?
- nytez hubby..mwwaaahhxxx
32. Do you care what people think about you?
- i dont care if u dont...haha
33. Have you ever done something to make trouble?
- maybe
34. Where do you wish you were right now?
- with my lover

35. What is your font color on AIM/MSN?
- Blue
36. Where do you live?
- S.J.
37. Have you ever moshed?
- whats this??
39. Do you like the person who posted this last?
- maybe...
40. Do you know their birthday?
- i've found this things myself...
41. What is the thing that you would most like to change about you?
- Nothing... I like myself
42. What words do you say a lot?
- "siaw r!!"
43. What do you smell like right now?
- Adidas IceDive...haha
44. What is ur favourite colour?
- Blue and Black
45. Do you like mayo?
- Yes
46. What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
- Relax, breathe…. Let’s kick some ass!
47. Would you ever sky dive?
-  im the altophobian
49. If you could say something to your ex what would it be?
- Erm… too rude and explicit to put it here!
50. Whose the last person you saw with their shirt off?
- my dad..haha
51. Do you enjoy giving hugs?
- Yes please…
52. Have you ever been to Australia?
- Never
53. Do you own a digital camera?
- Canon Powershot A470 (currently)
54. What celebrities do people say you look like?
- people never told this
55. Who is your favorite Star Wars character?
- Obi Wan Kenobi
56. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but don't?
- that s*cks!
57. Are you a jealous person?
- Depend on the situation, but usually YES..hehe
58. What was the last thing you typed?
- Depend on the situation, but usually no
59. Do you ever feel guilty about eating meat?
- Nope..hehe
60. Who's name is on your mind right now?
- erm..maybe my gurl..

Project "TURN UP"

Haha...getting suprised with my topic this time?? Actually, this is my first art project I ever held...Since I'm going to be more active in art, I'm trying my first project and I hope this going to be great..So, let me give some briefing about this project...

Project "TURN UP"

This is my own first private project for this year..I take the name of TURN UP which means discover..What I want to discover?? So, maybe i really noob in this world, so i have many things to discover..Firstly, I want to discover how the differences between the picture taken with DSLR Camera and non-DSLR Camera..Secondly, I want to discover how i can edit a picture to be look really awesome..Finally, i want to see what's the different when the picture taken with those different camera when editted..so, i hope everybody can give me a hand such giving some comment on my arts so my project will be successfull....

Everybody are welcomed to give any suggestions or comments on my art later at my blog or my deviantART...

Left 4 Dead & Starting Over

Actually, i really lazy right now to update my blog...so, for this time I'm going to share what I've got this weekend which I just spend below RM50...It quite useful for me because those things are my interest. Let we go through my topic... 

my new collection, bought on Feb. 20, 2010

1. Starting Over, by Tony Petersons

This is the story of how we grow old, how we give up the dreams of youth for something better and how many chances we have to get it right. George Bailey has been given the gift we all dream of which is the chance to live his life again. After suffering a heart attack at the age of 42, George is given the heart of a 19 year old and suddenly everything changes. He is a friend to his teenage son and daughter and not a stern Home Secretary, monitoring their every move. And suddenly he wants to change the world, just as soon as he shakes off his hangover. But George Bailey discovers that being young again is not all it is cracked up to be and what he actually wants more than anything in the universe is to have his old life back.

This book reminds me about the latest post in Exo's blog on Feb. 17, 2010 which he told about Regretting the Pass is Hell. I think what Exo's told was right that we will not change if we go back to the pass. BUT from this book it doesnt told us about we will going back to the pass, it told us about continuing our live after given a second chance. For this, i will agree that we will change. This book cost RM32.31 after 10% discount.

2. Left 4 Dead 2

Down in the bayou of Louisiana, all hell has broken loose in this second entry of the multiplayer zombie-fest. Players assume the role of four new survivors, each with their own personality and new dialog. The game leads them through the southeastern region of the US from Savannah, Georgia through the bayou country, and climaxing in New Orleans' French Quarter.

This co-operative action horror FPS takes you and your friends through the cities, swamps and cemeteries of the Deep South, from Savannah to New Orleans across five expansive campaigns. You'll play as one of four new survivors armed with a wide and devastating array of classic and upgraded weapons. In addition to firearms, you’ll also get a chance to take out some aggression on infected with a variety of carnage-creating melee weapons, from chainsaws to axes and even the deadly frying pan. You'll be putting these weapons to the test against (or playing as in Versus) three horrific and formidable new Special Infected. You'll also encounter five new "uncommon" common infected, including the terrifying Mudmen.

This game really interestings and this is my favourite genre, shooting/adventure. BUT i still have a problem to install it in my pc and still keep on remind me that It has an error. I want to refer back to the seller soon. This game cost RM8 only.

In conclusion, i just spent about RM40 this weekend...Lastly, use your money wisely...

we meet again

1 year has passed, since our last date on January 2009...

Finally, t0day i met her again face to face...i really miss her s0 much, but today I didnt believe that i can meet her again, eventhough we have a plan to meet today...Thanks God!! I really wait for this momments...i going out with her to buy her school stuff, something for decoration as preparation for her school coming "Hari Asrama Terbuka" and i brought her to watch movie, The Spy Next Door together with me at parkson...if im not mistaken, a Star Cineplex...

kfc, sarawak plaza

elevator, Tun Jugah

hartz, sarawak plaza

kfc, parks0n

got trouble on the date of the picture...actually, the date was wrong bcoz we forgot to set the date on the camera...well, its okay...so, im very happy today...going to miss her again......mwaaaahhhxxxx....

new year family's reunion

first of all, happy new years guys!!!

New Year Cake by my aunt

for the first entry of this year, i would be my family's reunion...sound interestings?? absolutely yes, where i can meet all family in one place and one time...not all actually, but i can say it half of my family bcoz my house too crouded with my siblings...the most interesting event that day, we are having a barbeque that night...the one who has responsibility to "panggang" the stuff was my "anjang" and I...everythings was prepared and we just need to "panggang' those stuff...STUFF??? its only chicken wings actually...besides, my mom n my aunts was c0oked many other food...want to know what is it??

 with the last 7 chicken's wings

my mom="ikan kukus" i dont what type of fish actually

my "moq" (2nd daughter of her family)=chicken curry (stail nya mpun)
my "udak" (oldest daughter in her family)=dadih
my "usu" (youngest daughter in her family)="nasi goreng" (dgn maggie cukup rasa)
my "anjang" (3rd daughter in her family)="sayur campur"

my uncles and my cousin

my cousins and my little sis

everybody have their own jobs...my uncles??? just enjoy wathcing television and having so much conversation, just like people which has been 5 or 10 years havent met...haha...my house is very crouded plus the sounds of peoples talking and the sounds of kids playing and screaming...erm...back to me and my "anjang"...about 5.30pm in the evening, we have prepared the "bara api" to "panggang" the chicken wings (sorry, my english not very good, should learn from mistakes)...we just prepared it just at the back of my house...luckily, its not raining that evening...those things fully prepared about 6.30pm...why take so long??? its becoz we still looking for wood to light up the fire...hehe...all the chicken wing's was finished prepared about 8.00pm...t0o late already, then my uncle recite the prayer (doa selamat)...

so, thats all...hahax

47/50???

over and over again...

its 6.00am, i woke up from sleep...aiya..thats too early, actually i wan to wake up late, because i slept late last night, not night actually its already morning...its about 4.30am...but, my dad ask me to wake up..luckily he doesn't angry with me...thank God...

its 7.00am, my dad and I having simple meal at Man Canai near the bus terminal...actually, the main reasons was to go for table test...haha...juz having a "Roti Canai" n "Teh Tarik"...actually the driving institute open at 8.30am...aiya...my dad took me too early...(actually he wants to attend a meeting)...haha...then he left me there alone and provide me with some "Fullus" about RM25 only...thanks to him...

its about 8.45am already, then i saw a woman with white tshirt and black skirt walking to the driving's institute gate...i know she must be the one who responsible for my table test today...so, i just took my way followed her to the room where i am going to sit for the test...she said to me, if u are ready to test, just enter the room...actually, i still nervous because i am the only one there, because other people haven't come yet...

about 9.00am...i saw 2 girls enter the r0om and have a sit...then, the driving's agent said again, anybody who is ready for the test can enter the room and left an IC to her...i saw those 2 girls stand up and go to the counter...i wan to go, but i still really nervous...a moment later, 2 men enter the room and there is only 1 PC left to sit for the test...

Then...i stand up and go to the counter, left my IC there and enter the r0om...when i sat on the chair, i felt really2 nervous...then i just try to calm myself and answer the question with my confidence...haha...most of the questions came out, i just it read before entering the r0om...at the end of the test, i really nervous to click my result...b4 i click it, i say "Bismillah" many times...and happy to see the result, when it sh0ws 47out of 50...

after 15min. and 5sec. i go out from the r0om and the agent suprised with me..she said, u are the last one to c0me in but u are the first one to c0me out and ask h0w's the test...i just give her smile...haha...i thumb out and called my "Usu" to fetch me...with the happy m0od, i send a message to my dad regarding my score on the table test....then, my dad replied me with congratulations, "tahniah".....thats all!! have s0me fun on the last day of 2009...

31 December 2009=Passed in Table Test.....

bak kata Zaini, keep on updating...
pen off!!!

table test!!!

9.00am in the morning arrived at the place to sit for table test...meet azrul there my friend from smsk...not many people inside..not too crowded coz caman is juz a small city...only about 20 people there and i sit beside azrul there...hahax...i juz need 2 wait the driving agent to call my name...

its about 11.00am already, i havent heard my name being call...aiya...then i go to the driving agent and ask to her bout this problem...i'm very suprised, when she said i havent book for the table test...then i sh0w my receipt to her which state that i've booked for table test on that day...but, she still said, thats not her problem, and she try to help me to book for me...then she ask me to sit and wait...

about an hour waiting for it...i've felt very bored coz i'm alone there...i go to the driving agent once again, and ask again regarding the problem...and she said, still cannot...i felt very upset, and made decision to go back besides i'm going to kuchng tat afternoon...the agent also said to me to come on 31/12 for table test, but need 2 pay once again...#$%^ tat made me angry coz tat not my mistake...then i ask them to pay for me, and luckily she said the company will pay for me...haha...so sucks!!

journey to kuching

ngeh3~ nothing special to write actually...so now, im in kuching and currently looking for my friends here, which very long time never meet since i'm transfered from kuching to sri aman...so, i misz them so much...i really hope can meet them back, since it very long time havent meet...i really misz my momments enjoy jamming with my friends here but unluckily, most of them are going back to their villages to celebrate the coming x'mas...anyway, merry christmas to all my friends those celebrating this celebration...pen off!

merry christmas my friends~