missing her again

Missing someone gets easy when they are away from us. Sometimes, when I think of all the memories I've had, I'm blessed I've known someone so special, it stays forever in my mind and it fits exactly in the size of my small heart.

This evening she's going back to school and she doesnt bring along her handphone. That made missing her so much. If she bring along her phone, surely i can sms or call her. I felt this holiday so short, for us but not for me. Because i still have about 3 months of holiday to wait for spm result come out. I really miss the momment chatting and sms with her especially chatting. This holiday was the first time we chat together with webcam.

The hardest part of missing her is when I know things will never be the same again, there's no longer that sweet smile on the sweet face, a hand to hold and a heart to understand, let alone I can't do anything about it but to move on and forget things behind.

And the most paintful part of missing someone is when all I can think of are the memories she left me. Cause that's the exact moment I will ask myself... "Will those memories ever come back again?"

Its about a year i havent meet her since our last date on the January 2009...really miss her so much...